The
Conspiracy of Nature: Are We Set-up for Failure?
by
H. Wallace Goddard
Nature
conspires against us in many ways. In physics the conspiracy of
nature means that there are limits to our ability to fully know
and control nature and her doings. The law of entropy suggests that everything runs down. In biology,
we are stuck with the problem of aging with its aches, pains and
death. In psychology there is the struggle for meaning and, even
more fundamental, the problem of memory. We live in a world where
everything seems to work against us.
Does
this world conspire to blind and thwart us? Is mortality a senseless
decline into death and oblivion? Are we set-up for failure by
our biology? Or is there some meaning and purpose to it all?
As with many big questions, we don’t have all the answers
yet. But there are several tantalizing hints---places areas where
the conspiracy of nature can be seen as a blessing from heaven.
In fact, when we learn to filter the perplexities of life through
the lens of faith, we see God busily blessing us in every part
of mortality.
“Habits
hold us hostage.”
All
of us have thrashed against one bad habit or another. It might
be anger, lust, impatience or any of a myriad of bad habits. After
decades of resisting habits, we find that we seem to be held hostage
to unhelpful ways of thinking and acting.
Yet
most habits are just strong enough to make most actions automatic.
An experienced driver doesn’t have to fret about every movement.
Getting dressed can happen almost automatically. Eating takes
almost no thought.
At
the other end of habit strength, most habits are just weak enough
that they yield to persistent effort. Almost all habits can be
changed with the application of earnest and wise effort. Ultimately
we will be what we choose to be.
Perhaps
habit strength is not some biological accident. Perhaps it was
carefully calibrated by a perfect Designer. Rather than being
victims of biology, we are fruits of agency. (Of course changing
our nature is a different task. It cannot be accomplished by mortal
means alone but requires Divine intervention.)
“When
something doesn’t work, do more of it.”
When
our automatic and unwise ways don’t advance our purpose, we do
more of what doesn’t work. When anger doesn’t work, we move to
rage. When yelling doesn’t work, we yell louder. When rationalization
doesn’t work, we rationalize more creatively. As humans we tend
to act automatically more than sensibly. We do what comes naturally
even when it hurts us.
From
the spiritual perspective, “the natural man is an enemy to God.”
God invites us to notice when we are acting unwisely. If we strive
to change our ways, we will discover over the course of a lifetime
that we have many persistent and annoying tendencies. This could
be a biological limit on our growth. Or it could be a reminder
that we can only be fundamentally changed by Him. It is not necessary
to say, “That’s just the way I am.” Instead we can say, “God---and
only God----can make me into something Divine.”
“Human
mortality is short.”
Many
biologists who study aging scratch their heads over the fact that,
unlike the rest of the animal kingdom, humans do not mature to
reproductive prime and then quickly decline. Humans have extended
adulthoods. Why?
The
Lord gives a clear answer: “And the days of the children of men
were prolonged, according to the will of God, that they might
repent while in the flesh” (2 Nephi 2:21). The Lord has perfectly
designed the human experience to give us extended opportunities
to learn from mistakes and to develop our character.
“Entropy
is the norm. Everything falls apart.”
It
seems that change and decay is a part of everything around us.
The house decays. The car falls apart. Arthritis cripples. Cholesterol
clogs. The mythical fountain of youth mocks our earthly experience.
Yet
every new life that enters mortality is a tribute to the One who
sustains us from moment to moment by lending us breath and supporting
all the functions of living (Mosiah 2:21 and 4:21). Scientists
do not have a tidy theory to explain aging. Their best efforts
employ a hodgepodge of multiple theories that leave large gaps
in understanding the aging process.
Even
so, the research by Carol Ryff, a scholar on well-being in later
life, shows that there are significant gains in later life. In
my view, the only way to make sense of aging is to understand
it as God’s classroom. He sustains us through a rich and diverse
education. Later life is not senseless decline. Aging is advanced
training for immortality, teaching us great lessons in patience
and humility. One day, when we understand all that God has done
to provide this mortal education to us, our knees will bow and
our tongues confess in stunned and grateful astonishment.
“Humans
are basically bad, we are at odds with each other, and must keep
up our defenses.”
In
order to navigate the social world, we all develop implicit personality
theories: Why do people do what they do? Tainted by the poisons
of mortality, we put what we know of people’s histories together
with assumptions about their inner workings and come up with ways
of explaining their behavior that are typically quite bleak. We
interpret people’s self-serving actions and predict their futures.
We evaluate their achievements and scowl at their failings.
If
we understand heaven’s purposes, we factor into our formulations
the charity factor. We know that each person is much more than
the caricatures we create based on mortal data. If we can see
past the mortal crust, we know that there is a noble creature
inside. In fact one of the challenges for sociobiology is explaining
altruism: If self-preservation is the governing principle of human
behavior, why do people sacrifice in behalf of others who are
not members of their clan? Those who believe that God oversees
the doings of mortality know that self-preservation is not the
ultimate law in eternity.
So
we soften our assessments of others knowing that we see only partially.
The most important part of every human is hidden from our view.
Because of that, God invites us to avoid the judging that is so
automatic for humans: “Man shall not smite, neither shall he judge;
for judgment is mine, saith the Lord, and vengeance is mine also”
(Mormon 8:20). He enjoins us to love and support each other. “Succor
the weak, lift up the hands which hang down, and strengthen the
feeble knees” (D&C 81:5).
Since
we do not know the souls of our fellow travelers, God invites
us to leave judgment in His hands. Rather than fretting about
defending ourselves against an enemy world, we are free to encourage
and support each other.
“I
can’t do it all.”
Most
of us have the frustrating experience of being unable to do all
we want to do---even all we think we must do. Is that a personal
failing? Is it a biological limitation? In my view it is neither.
It is a carefully designed reality that assures that we must make
choices. If there were no competition for our time and energy,
we would never learn to cherish the best and selectively neglect
some good.
“Human
memory is flawed and weak.”
It
is very popular to bemoan our imperfect memories. We find ourselves
quite unable to remember where we put the keys or put a name to
that person at the party. It seems that our memories conspire
to humiliate us.
But
perhaps our partial memories are a blessing. Do we really need
to remember where we parked the car when we went shopping two
years ago? Do we want the obscenities of passersby to remain bright
and present in our memories for years to come? Do we want to retain
the recollection of every toenail clipping? Who needs such a jumble
of meaningless memory!
The
fact is that most of us remember most of what is important enough
to rehearse. Most forgotten ideas are forgotten because we did
not attend to them or establish them in our memories. Most remembered
ideas are those that got planted deeply.
It
is true that people can cultivate false memories. People can construct
and rehearse fragments of events and feelings and create specific
(if false) memories. When combined with malice, this can lead
to vilification. When combined with charity, this can lead to
appreciation.
We
all rewrite our histories by the choices we make about what to
remember. If we assume the worst, we see ourselves surrounded
by foul and selfish people. If we assume the best, we know that
God is at work among us. Even memory is the servant of our agency.
“Pleasure-seeking
is the only way to have any fun in life.”
The
spiritually naïve hope to enjoy life through hedonistic pursuits.
They chase vanity, wealth, and pleasure. But, at best, these are
only distractions. The path of pleasure leaves one with wilted
and dried memories but no meaning. Some of the world's best scholars
decry the death march into narrow individualism (See, for example,
Cherlin, Baumeister.).
The
Lord teaches us that wickedness never was happiness. The only
way to be happy is to follow His path. It is not that He has hidden
happiness from us in a remote place and laughs at our searching.
The truth is that happiness is the object and design of our existence
and will be the end thereof if we follow His treasure map (See
TPJS, pp. 255-256). He knows how to get us there. But there is
no other way. He conspires to make us happy. All we must do is
follow His instructions which include large doses of self-forgetfulness.
There
are ample reasons to fret in this life. But we have the hints
of peace and purpose in our souls that can be tended until they
become the core of our lives.
A
purposeful conspiracy
When
I examine the evidence, I conclude that there is indeed an active
conspiracy in nature. Carefully crafted by God, nature conspires
to teach us, remind us, challenge us, and measure us. Will we
plod along making a cosmic shrug or will we call down the powers
of Heaven to give meaning and direction to our mortal experiences?
Nature conspires against us if we travel alone. Nature conspires
to bless us if we travel with God.
Life
can be legitimately seen as a painful tragedy or a purposeful
triumph. Each of us must choose. I choose to see God at work blessing
His children in wise and loving ways. The very fact that God has
created a world in which everything can be seen in gloomy or glorious
ways seems to be evidence that He honors our agency.
For
those who believe, “the heaven declare the glory of God and the
firmament is packed with testimonies of His perfectly redemptive
purposes” (Paraphrase of Psalms 19:1). In far more ways than we
know, God is busily at work preparing us to return to be Home
with Him.